i can 't handle my autistic child anymore

Not cool. We deal with tantrums every day, to the degree hes knocked my teeth out of my mouth. The author makes false, broad generalizations and assumptions that shame hard-working, loving parents of level 3 autism as well as level 2, parents who NEED SUPPORT and are only desperately trying to teach their children basic life skills that other, typically developing children naturally learn. Walk a mile in someones shoes before you start judging. Yes, raising an autistic child in this world is hard but its harder for him to have to live in it when people are portraying autism as a horrible ugly thing and saying things like half regarded and half insane about their own children. How could you find a family willing to take your autistic child? However, with love and respect, you can increase social skills and help your child find happiness. I dont work, i dont drive, i shower once in a blue moon and im happy. You went no contact? If your child continues misbehaving for attention, even after you ignore the bad behavior, calmly say "Screaming is not going to get you what you want. Our little guy is absolutely perfect and exactly how God intended him to be. I saw that video too and my first thought was why is she taking him to this bloody Elmo thing anyway.He so obviously didnt want to be there. We are allowed to feel what we feel and I for one am sick of the puppies and rainbows autism community judging me for venting when my child is having a seriously horrible day. Not all sunshine and rainbows??? Ive known people who have lovingly sexually molested their children, genuinely thinking that they were providing the kid with a positive sexual education. WE changed and because of his environment a lot of bad behaviors just stopped. 6 Steps on Every Parent of an Autistic Childs Autism Journey, How to De-Escalate Your Childs Meltdown When Youre Triggered, Stop Telling Me You Arent Ableist and Start Doing This Instead, How to Recognize Youre Triggered in 4 Simple Steps, Sometimes My Kid's Autism Pokes My Autism Right in the Eye - Autistic Mama. How do we expect autistic children to get the kindness and understanding they need while the world strips the same from the people caring for them? Those are the exceptional few on the spectrum. Dont shame her story. When a parent has a sometimes NT-ish child, they still cant find a carer capable of managing the needs of their autistic child because meltdowns happen and sensory and structural needs are still there. Damn, you w*men are children. As an autistic woman, I am appalled by the comments defending the public posts about autistic children. The more issues you have (like autism) the harder and more difficult life becomes. By signing up you are agreeing to receive emails according to our privacy policy. Ripping fabric is an interesting sensation, so is squeezing out toothpaste or shampoo. Compiled with ableist threats of suicide and counter congruent co-shaming its basically gaslighting. Id have to be a bitch not to mourn a future at the mercy of strangers. She makes it SO MUCH HARDER for the world to accept my kids as they are. WHY cant it be acceptable to vent about your children?? Thats why shes asking for privacy, because while I hope to god that your son outlives you, statistics say that someone elses Autistic child wont. Keep it in mind, ableist NT mommies. I am full of fatigue, no energy, and have lost all joy in my life. Heres a picture: I know it can feel very lonely but your not alone Brittany. Hun. The kind of mom who would make one of these namby-pamby videos and have the idiocy to post it has issues beyond her child with autism. If I do, thats a meltdown. Can you imagine reading this out loud to your child? ALL MOMS COMPLAIN . I smell sour grapes. then go ahead. Keep plenty of fidget toys around. Beautifully written! To be so disrespectful of anothers choices on how she helps educate the world on the MANY FACES of autism, and those who love them yours, your childs, my child, Coopers mother, me we all have the right to feel how we feel and share what we feel comfortable sharing as THAT CAN HELP OTHER FAMILIES. I would not need to give up my life and my energy for their constant care and well being. I know I am inflexible. Life is hard. Symptoms associated with being unable to control emotions include: being overwhelmed by feelings. Is she not allowed to have one? Eliminate certain tastes or textures as you go if your child hates the texture of chunky tomato pieces, puree them. When you are crying and saying stuff like that it means you feel defeated and at a loss and wish things were easier rather than accepting that your childs differences make them unique. And he will outlive me. I hurt for you. Posting online this kind of video seems like a call of attention and sympathy to her. Vrs women who lie and say its perfect never a bad never any anger or grife or fear. Pile on? Best to you and your family! How to Handle an Autistic Child's Behavior Download Article methods 1 Handling a Lack of Responsiveness 2 Coping with Language and Communication Problems 3 Dealing with Meltdowns and Tantrums + Show 6 more. Now, as promised, there are ways to vent without causing harm to your child and other autistic people. As an autistic adult I totally agree with some of the things youre saying. Well, as an autistic adult who is struggling badly with self-worth and Googling Am I a Burden? these abusive, unhinged comments have clearly allowed me to see that its actually not me thats a problem for existing. Look at yourselves. If youre frustrated with your child, talk about it with a friend, spouse, counselor, support group, etc. When my oldest was first diagnosed, I did fall down that rabbit hole of complaining (more about how people were treating my family differently or professionals implying it was my fault). Hmmm? Parents share intimate details about their disabled childs meltdowns, bathroom struggles, medical histories, and more without hesitation. And theres nothing shameful about venting it out vrs bottling it up to fester and rot inside you. Has anyone been in this situation and can give me some wisdom and advice or even just a 'you are not alone'? People may well read this and say your not like my child or Youre too high functioning (both of which are irrelevant, its a judgement based on typed words, they dont know me and even if those things were to be correct, they do not make my words or the other persons childs experience any less valid) but some parents need to think about what they say and put out there. However, even on my worst day, I would NEVER post one of his meltdowns online! Autism can seriously suck. Your child may point out certain ingredients as "gross" or "scary." This article is hogwash. A video complaining of your child is a bad way to get the attention the mother obviously needs. Do you need support as a parent of a child with high needs? I was badly bullied and excluded, did not know the difference between someone coming to help me or bully me, and had meltdowns. Raising a child with autism is a nightmare I wouldnt wish on my worst enemy. It is time to make the hard parts of autism something that everyone can see. Bottom line, there are plenty of ways for you to talk through your big fears and feelings when youre frustrated with autism or your autistic child. I can't handle my Autistic 4 year old anymore I feel like a horrible mother . But if I find that I need support, I will post on a support thread without hesitation. This is one point that I dont think many parents consider, but the fact is that the world is watching you. I took my child to Disney land and all the other children were running around, while all my child did was slump in his chair and make a whining sound in front of Mickey Mouse! Its offensive, right. The legacy of nazy collaborator Hans Asperger? You are the reason your son does those things. If shes not for you dont follow her, dont watch her videos but making a blog to shame her cause you dont prefer her style, ew just ew. There isnt a day that goes by that I dont lay down to go to sleep at night and wish, really really wish, to wake up and realize it was just a bad dream I was having. Spend some time in their world. My ex was totally out of the picture even when we were married cuz its easier for him that way. Ill ask that you kindly read this post about the harm in functioning labels. Or how we traumatize doctors and nurses because it takes 5 people to restrain her just so she can have a basic check up? I can think of nothing more painful than a mother of a child with autism hating on/lecturing and judging another mother of a child with autism because SHE has a different ways of coping with lifes challenges. Some of the best sources of calcium include milk, cheese, yogurt, spinach, kale, okra, collards, soybeans, white beans, and calcium-fortified juices and cereals. Youre just bitter and selfish, thinking your feelings matter more than autistics like me. Unfortunately, intellectual disabilities, as well as ADD/ADHD, and seizure disorders are common comorbidities with autism, and all too often, make the autism even worse. Parents are often careful about what they share online about their children, but for whatever reason, that line of privacy goes out the window when their child is disabled. This can help you learn more about their sensitivities. The very last effing thing any of us needs is someone judging us during what is an emotional and upsetting time. YES! There are tons of autistic groups where non-autistic parents are not allowed and the the kids will finally feel accepted. There isnt any manual to child raising. our children already have enough to deal with day and night. This is part of the language learning process, so don't worry. My son is profoundly autistic and has been through unimaginable struggles. You mean high and low masking. Luckily its only moms who have feelings. Their kids still have PTSD, no matter how lovingly they were abused. emma p (510) 16/09/2014 at 6:36 pm. I will continue to support him in his journey and do what Moms are suppose to do, put my child and HIS FEELINGS first. American Psychological Association, 1999. In the ten years since, Ive averaged two hospitalizations a year. I do not post about this other than to help others in need. This article has been viewed 68,833 times. So do both a favor drop out of those groups so those parents can vent and talk and not be judged by the likes of you. It is offensive to parents that struggle every day. I was excluded for being different, rude annoying etc. You think parents of NT kids dont publicly complain, post videos, etc? Divorces due to the stress breaking down every relationship you have. Yes sometimes I see posts and I cant believe people are sharing them (like poop smearing pics) but at the same time, I think this is a journey for all of us and we need to treat each other with grace. Presumably, because no one would ever love her son enough to grieve when he dies. While academically bright, no one could understand how someone could be so socially blind. Every autistic person is different. Autism IS AN EPIDEMIC and my son is not alone in his need for a lifetime of care. 1. Thats the shit that makes me cry at night, wondering if Im a horrible mother because i cant fid anyone anywhere who speaks truthfully about what its like to raise disabled children. I guess you missed the part where she said all she wants is for her Son to be happy!! 1.2K views, 26 likes, 31 loves, 56 comments, 42 shares, Facebook Watch Videos from Michael Mirdad: Humility versus Grandiosity -- Friday Night Spiritual. From an autistic childs perspective, and my other neurodivergent friends, they are delusional and dont care about what their actual children think, and someones identify shouldnt be my child is autistic. as minors, we do not want to be seen as tokens or things for our parents to control. My God are you OK? Does that make you feel better to use capital letters. They are shunned by society right along with Autistic people. I also totally agree with you that we should treat each other with grace. Special interests can help build confidence and expertise. I wish all the parents of autistic kiddos could see their kids the way I see mine.I wouldnt change him for the world. They may use abusive tactics, such as holding down your child's hands, ignoring feelings of discomfort or fear, ignoring the right to say no, withholding food, or even using electric shocks. Eating enough food is more important than eating nutritious food. When the world is spinning around you, pause and look within yourself taking note of your emotions and bodily sensations. thank you. While I also have chronic pain, I cant fathom his. This is our first child, her therapy is not free or covered we live, we are spending over 90K in CAD per year. This article is saying you shouldnt complain, vent etc. The police department knows your kid. Is that what you want? I am an autistic adult (of the drive a car, have a job ilk ;). Thats how we treat him, thats how we talk about him, and thats how we expect the world to treat him as well. Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. 3. Try to incorporate small fish, meats, fish oil, and cod liver oil into your childs diet. Instead say "I don't understand, but I care and I'm glad you're talking to me.". Yes, I am someone who was treated as an inconvenience and a burdenfor 50 years. In general, its best to avoid making your child feel too awkward. If youre not in that persons shoes, dont assume you understand their life and what they are going through. However, don't pass judgment or try to stamp it out of them. Support groups are for support. I know living with an autistic child is hard sometimes- if its hard all the time- to the extremes it is with you and your family its past time for help. Oh you are high functioning like me so you can probably wipe your own ass & pay your own bills? I dont know what you have to go through day to day but I can sympathize with anyone that has to face these hardships and loses their shit, all of us that are affected by autism live in a waking nightmare. I dont doubt your love for your son at all- Im sure you love him and would die defending him. This mother loves her child as any other parent loves theirs. Wonderful article. He can go to the bathroom on his own and even though he didnt go to mes school he still has the possibility to think of what he wants his life to be. 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