I came here and starting rebuilding this house from the inside, leaving everything behind in the hopes that, eventually, youd show up.. If We Were Villains - M.L. Having made halfway friends . James was every single constellation that ever was, and having him, touching him. Richard reluctantly apologizes, and the group tries to brush off the assault. Perhaps because Rio is aware of exactly how pretentious Oliver and co. are, or perhaps because Oliver and co. are depressed messes in need of therapy and different friend groups, the characters of If We Were Villains end up being quite endearing and likable, despite themselves. Rio. If you need a refresher: After it is revealed that Oliver took the fall for Richards death to protect James whom he has realised he is in love with, Filippa and the detective tell Oliver that James is dead, presumably by suicide. James Cameron doesn't always have the nicest things to say about the Marvel Cinematic Universe, but that doesn't mean he's not familiar with the blockbuster franchise.While Cameron may have . Yeah, I remember that. I smiled, sadly. 1. If We Were Villains by M. L. Rio. Their reconnection is very fast paced because I personally believe that weve had enough slow-burn in the actual book, so lets just let the boys be happy together as fast as we can. Ai tempi della condanna, non tutti erano convinti della sua colpevolezza, in primis il detective Colborne, che ora lo attende fu tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. I closed my eyes and felt him shuddering against me, his whole body shaking in growing intensity. To avenge the girl you loved?. i feel like that would make any person go mad. And maybe for just a split second, I, too, knew what drowning felt like. Detective Colborne wants to know the truth, and after ten years, Oliver is finally ready to tell it.A decade ago: Oliver is one of seven young Shakespearean actors at Dellecher Classical Conservatory, a place of keen ambition and fierce competition. But barely had I set foot back into the world, and it was already crumbling from under my feet, taking away my only peace, my only solace. M. L. Rio: If we were villains. It incorporates Gothic and vintage style elements, as well as references to ancient Greece, Rome, and the Renaissance. He sat by himself in the farthest corner, loath to look up from his notebook. I kissed the top of his head. Because I love you. Us. That was an easy one to answer. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. And I would go down for it; I did go down for it. I like to think that the uncertainty of it all makes it better, that not even Rio knows if he lived. Giving me up.. Retiring Detective Colborne has always had his doubts about Olivers guilt, and hes finally going to find out if he was right. To undo the pain, the grief. After 10 years of reclusion, even the most dramatic of Shakespearean actors would step back when it came to how much immersion they allow themselves into. In September 2022, it was announced that Sex Education producer Eleven Film was co-developing a series adaptation of If We Were Villains with Canadian production company Blink49 Studios.[5]. His eyes looked tired, maybe from both life exhaustion and from being awakened in the middle of the night, but they were brighter now than Id ever seen them when he visited me in jail. Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. Rio; Relationship: James Farrow/Oliver Marks; Characters: . And in all my love for literature, there was only one thing I knew for sure. Find and save ideas about james and oliver if we were villains aesthetic on Pinterest. We were drawn to each other like magnets, not even aware of how our bodies seemed to instinctively want to close the distance between them. James, being (from Olivers POV, ofc) the smartest of the group of seven, would not write his one directed letter in a Shakespeare quote if there was not an intentional meaning to be decoded under the words. Oliver, James, Wren, Filippa, Richard, Meredith, and Alexander are fully fleshed out and vivid characters, both on and offstage. Thank you for reading my rant. I pulled our hands to my lips and kissed them. It was made pretty clear a few times in the book that James was very good at immersing himself into roles and losing himself in them back in their first class with Gwendolyn and again at the ill-fated Lear rehearsal. I don't think it's a happy ending, but a tragic one. Del Norte has meaning. I couldnt have Filippa over for lunch and not talk about it, but talking about it was too much to stomach, even with her. However, the situation changes at the annual Halloween performance, a select few scenes from Macbeth fourth year students traditionally perform each year. If youre looking for more dark academia books to read, there are plenty of great titles to try such as Ace of Spades by Faridah bk-ymd, and Bunny by Mona Awad. i want him to be alive but the grief was already killing him at dellcher.. and then the one person he feels more for than anyone else takes the fall for him. ", -------------------------OR-----------------------------------, Oliver knocks on the door of an abandoned cottage where he hopes that the man he went to jail to protect is inside waiting for him after faking his own death (seriously, this is another level of be gay do crime, this is where being a dramatic bitch takes you). Of course Richard would be pissy about not playing Macbeth (because God forbid he play anything besides the leading role), but how that involved Alexander (or anyone else, for that matter) in any way was a difficult riddle to solve. I stood before the rusted door, salt air filling up my lungs as the cold breeze ruffled my hair. I did consider actually drowning myself, you know? Oliver Marks bekommt immer nur die Nebenrollen. And of course there was Colin, standing there, slouching slightly, a look of absolute terror, pure and raw as daylight, adorning his features. In the very first scene, Oliver says, "We did wicked things, but they were necessary, . but maybe he left that note so their ending wouldnt be like romeo and juliet? The night of the Lear cast party, James gets drunk and begins acting erratically, only speaking in character as Edmund. It wasnt long before my own tears were joining the one that James had left on my cheek, and, soon enough, it was undistinguishable where his pain ended and mine began. By Fromtheattic. I was glad just to hear his breath, to have him close. 10 years after he was sent to prison for murder, Oliver Marks is finally ready to tell the truth about what really happened on that night, and the time leading up to his arrest. I think coffee would be great, thank you.. IMO, it ties into the bird imagery. It was good that I had taken the time to breathe before setting the scene into motion, because once the door opened, complaining slightly at its hinges, my lungs stopped. If We Were Villains is such an intricate, multi faceted read that there is no doubt I will get more from it when I . You werent yourself! On the day he's released, he's greeted by the man who put him in prison. They help him realize that, maybe, his feelings aren't 100% platonic. We have provided additional context below. If we were villains _ M. L. Rio Como um dos sete jovens atores que estudam Shakespeare em uma faculdade de elite, Oliver e seus amigos desempenham os mesmos. And just as my nose had always remained slightly crooked to the side, the loss of James hadnt healed yet. Hearing James voice helped. Primary Characters: If We Were Villains is a story that centers on seven . But mostly, I was thinking about how I couldnt actually leave you. Suppressing the dire need to protect him, though, was something he couldn't control. It just didnt make sense to me why would he fake his death? He becomes jealous and realizes that he is romantically attracted to James. Rio. To leave behind hope? The book was layed out similar to a script, split into sections with each section being an act in a five-act drama. Like one of the Bard's plays, If We Were Villains is structured in five acts. Whether it's a meditation on time-keeping, a maritime true-life tale or an investigation into waste, these are the titles to add to your reading list this year. . Maybe we were just stupid to not have known all along. Had it been anyone else, you know she wouldnt have jumped at the chance to go to the police as fast as she did. It's not the whole truth. All seven of us. But really, it doesn't take long because I don't have that sort of patience. I had already decided it would be easier on everyone if I just disappeared., Yeah, I thought about that, too. Hi, I said, softly, not being able to help the stupid grin growing on my face. And nothing in a story is not intentional. The whole truth is, I'm in love with him still. I followed him into his kitchen, where we resumed our previous standing and staring position, but now under better light, where we could properly see each other. Language: R (136 swears 74 'f'); Mature Content: PG-13 Vague, undescriptive sex, mention eating disorder, drinking, and smoking, overdose Violence: PG-13 Rough "play" that results in injury, descriptive murder . We scrambled to our feet, never completely letting go, and I let James lead us to his bedroom. tbh I don't think James is dead. It has always been like that. I got up, never letting go, and moved to the chair next to him, so we could be closer. James Farrow was dead. It was literally the first thing I wanted to do when I got out. We were quite blind, werent we? I wanted to laugh. I just couldnt stop thinking about what would happen next and I needed to bring my vision of it to life, so here it is. James searched for him by the lake, only to realize Richard had been following him the whole time. If We Were Villains is a great story written by M.L. Maybe he had never left shore at all. plus philipa saying he felt the emotion on four it makes sense that hes dead youre right. Realizing their time is up, James kisses Oliver onstage. Genre: mystery/thriller. 4 guests As long as I had him, the world could very well burst into flames and disappear, and I wouldnt give a damn. Because of all the crimes I have committed, loving you has always been my favorite. (Getty) Kevin Feige and the hierarchy of the MCU are pulling no punches when it comes to the cast for the Thunderbolts team, starring a who's-who of Marvel fan favourites. No, no. (Destiel vibes). Many readers including Cynthia d'Aprix Sweeney, the writer of The Nest, compared this novel to Donna Tartt's The Secret History. Even if she eventually went through with it, and confessed it all the same, even if everything ended just as it did; I had hoped she would at least hesitate before giving us all up. Not now., More like slowly walking across an undefined and dark space to you, It is based off the Pentatonix song because Ive associated that with Jolives. I only nodded, embarrassed by how right he was. So, Im sorry, but disappearing was easier than coming back to see you in that place every few months.. i agree with you. As a friend, and as something else I cant quite name.. For courage, in case someone opened. You wanted to help him, but I told you to let be, do you remember that? She would not have given Oliver the letter if it ensued any sort of false hope for him. - stream 11 if we were villains playlists including iwwv, Chris Cornell, and Lorde music from your desktop or mobile device. She was trying to spare me.. It was about us even when we didnt know there was an us at all. And Meredith, he spoke her name with a little more disdain than I cared to stand. This year, make If We Were Villains by M.L. James takes Wren to bed with him, his revenge on Oliver. My comments are always open for book-chat. Villains: Wren by mlrio. I saw this place, and it got me thinking of you. Wasnt the note he left me supposed me to bring me here all along? Rio. I finished reading If we were villains like four days ago and literally started writing this immediately after, because I was just obsessed and freaking out by the ending. I took my time, kissing, sucking at his skin and breathing him in, satisfied by the sounds he produced in response. I loved him and Meredith from the jump. He didnt dare attempt to find James, worrying what else may befall his troubled mind if his eyes crept their way along James face once again that night. She admits that she was the one who told Colborne to arrest James at the performance, as he confessed to her one day after an intense rehearsal. I-, I stopped, guilt climbing up my spine. A decade ago: Oliver is one of seven young Shakespearean actors at Dellecher Classical Conservatory, a place of keen ambition and fierce competition. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. If We Were Villains by M.L. You know it was about more than that. I am once again returning to the land of dark academia for a (spoiler) review of If We Were Villains by M.L. Because as much as it might hurt you to know, I do love Meredith. My favourite characters in the book are Phillipa and James, two of the students in Olivers friendship group. Youre alive, were the stupid words coming out of my own mouth. James blinked at me. Oliver is freed from a physical cage while James frees himself from an emotional one. The Merchant of Venice is a very racially controversial play. Only he and filippa besides Oliver know of his crimes. It was absurd, really, that it had taken us so long to realize that. Please consider turning it on! "It starts like this: whereas everyones eyes skim over Filippa like shes not there, Camilos stop on her. If We Were Villains - M.L. You know she wouldve at least talked to the others, at least considered it might have been an accident., James, I dont think you remember how you were that night. Oliver is now 31, a quiet, likeable man with a heavy past. Rio that read. The notes connotation may also be just to remind Oliver of their time in del Norte, a happy moment. The James that Oliver loved is gone; however, physically, James is still around somewhere. The previous nights melancholia felt odd in the light of morning, with grief and sorrow lost and gone along with the stars. James was dead. I knew when youd be getting out, and I waited. ISBN. Because, even though I had had my fair share of guilt in it, Ive always hoped I had done more. as well as What was your answer? He was so tense, I almost felt my own shoulders hurt in solidarity to his. To protect you, to have you. Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. You went to Meredith. He finished for me. Flatiron Books, 2017. Seven friends - Richard, Oliver, James . That you went in my place, that you got taken away from me, and it was my fault., James, I shook my head. God, James, no! oliver finds james alive after being released from prison. "It was good that I had taken the time to breathe before setting the scene into motion, because once the door opened, complaining slightly at its hinges, my lungs stopped. James Faked his own death- Oliver is sure about it. (LogOut/ It's one of the best books I've read so far in . I can only hope she finds that, someday. Of us. My hands were steadier than I had anticipated they would be, but maybe it was just so cold outside that I couldnt quite distinguish whether it was my body responding to the weather, or just nerves. Dont make it about that., Im not making anything into anything. [3] On Goodreads, it has an average rating of 4.2 stars out of five. 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